*OMG!! I’m on EMPTY!!* soo sick today😢
Dec 13, 2018
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it is 230 clearly I'm not flogging it I
woke up this morning with the worst sore
throat that I have had and so long
clearly my kids have shared their dreams
with me
so I basically just lounged around I had
posted some stuff on auction site and it
never fails that when I do it people bug
out on me every single time it's so
annoying
what what what white anyways it never
feels that I have people to bug out on
me and we're supposed to report them if
they do that
so anyways I've had one person out of
like six items that were one on the
auction site two days ago
pick up their item everybody else she
was supposed to come yesterday and come
get her items but her daughter got beat
up at school really bad so she had to
take care of that and I totally was
understanding you know that's something
out of her you know out of her hands
but anyways I have this other one that
was supposed to come today well no she's
supposed to come yesterday then she woke
up today she messages me just now it's
like a ho I'm sorry but my husband said
now I can't get in well I was like well
that's fine but that means I'm gonna be
recording you because this happens to be
far too much and I am NOT okay with it
like when you're expecting to sell
something you're expected to sell
something and it's great I guess I just
don't anything else so anyways I just
want to check in with you guys and just
say wonderful day huh
okay hold on you guys need to slow down
on these slow down you're not they're
not going out of style
I promise anyways I just want to say
good morning to you guys I did it up
repainting my nails I just did them
regular but they're just natural they're
nothing nothing spectacular not for
right now I'm just not feeling it I
don't feel good I didn't feel like doing
my nails clearly but I had to do
something with it was I could not leave
them the way they were looking because
they look like mess anyways so I'm gonna
go and give me something cold to drink
because my throat is killing me and then
I have to go in this lady
give her her items my money and then I
will check in with you guys as soon as
I'm done with that's when you get stuck
in traffic and again like I told you
guys before and it's only one way to get
out of West Salem good times when you
get stuck behind an accident and it
takes you you know I half an hour to get
out of your town and you're running on
empty because your gas tank is low Oh
could today get any better oh and by the
way my half on my phone for my Starbucks
didn't work so Starbucks was nice enough
and gave me a free coffee today because
they'd seen that I was about ready to
freak out into tears
let's just hope amy has a better day
because this is just getting old
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so we ended up meeting up with oli and
so now I'm not having to drive I'm still
clearly not feeling good at all my
throat
you guys I got this
like literally two hours ago two and a
half three hours ago and I only drink
that much because it hurts to even
swallow so I don't know what I'm gonna
have for dinner but I think I'm gonna
try and get some soup or something
something that would be warm on my
throat and hope this crap goes away
because I really don't have time to be
sick we have so much to do tomorrow it's
not even funny and I really don't feel
like doing all this and hopefully my
face will start to clear up because all
these little cities are just really
really bugging me anyways but I just
want to check in with you guys I know
today's vlog is gonna be a really really
really short vlog and I apologize again
I wish that there was a lot more that I
could do but right now I'm just so not
feeling good that is just like but I
will definitely check in with you guys
this evening though and see what you
guys are up to well not really see what
you guys are up to but see what I'm up
to I actually think I'm gonna go home
and probably relax and watch a movie or
something cuz so anywho I will check in
with you guys later once we get home and
I get settled in I'm gonna take some
medicine for my throat and see if that
will as well help with this is a little
bit different I normally don't do this
but Jeremiah I said get a cup with some
ice for your sister's soup please Oh
Lord be careful it is hot that is very
hot get some ice for his cut of his soup
- I normally don't do this
but tonight because I just have not felt
good I figured I had Ollie make soup for
me and I'm gonna stay here and eat
dinner with you guys because I really as
the days gone on I have started feeling
worse and worse I sir I think I'm
running a fever but let me show you what
I'm having so it's like kind of like
soft cracker bread I have any but this
morning at 8:15
I had one bagel and that's all I've had
today so I went ahead and told Ollie to
add some bread into this to put a little
bit of something more into my stomach
and then just the soup so and then yeah
let me if you guys can see it but like
there's little tiny slivers of like a
pasta and the kids are eating the same
thing - Jeremiah foreskin eater
anyways so I was going to work out
tonight
and I still might just depends on
I mean clearly I'm not gonna feel good
either way so I can feel good and work
out or I can feel like crap and work out
and I'm probably gonna feel like crap
and work out so I really need to get a
workout in I'm just feeling really
sluggish which I know part of that is
I'm not feeling good but I think
somebody had mentioned on the comments
about doing water exercises which if you
guys remember a while back I don't know
if it was well it hadn't been after I
started my journey I want to say but not
by far because I was still pretty big we
were going to join me in a tour gym to
do water exercises but the thing was is
when we went to go check out the gym all
he went in there because of course you
know I was I was a point of weight where
I was having a really hard time walking
standing like I mean it was honestly it
was almost in part was impossible like I
there was just there was no way I could
have made it just from my chair to the
bathroom which is not far distance I
don't make it without being out of
breath and my back's killing me already
so anyways we had waitin checked out a
gym and Ollie had went in and and
checked for the pool because of water
exercises and he came out and he was
just like Amy I really I know you're not
going to be able to make it to the pool
right now the pool they they put the
pool so far back in the gym I guess that
it's like it's a far walk and knowing my
ability of how much I can walk and stuff
he was just like seriously I I I know
you would not be able to do it
comfortably and by the time you get to
the pool you're going to be tired and by
the time you get out of the pool and
come out you're it's you're gonna be
dragging so I was like okay so we
decided to hold off and wait but because
of this diagnose that I have with my
knee with osteoarthritis and
water on my knee or fluid on my knee I
did some research and it says that
because I here's the problem is even
sitting down and doing exercises on with
that knee I feel like it's a bone
against bone and I feel like it's on
fire when I move it in certain
directions and the problem is as I am
using that joint I when I the next day
after I'm done I literally can hardly
put any pressure on that leg because of
my knee it literally feels like it's
gonna bow out and snap but being in
water and it lifting off my joints and
not allowing me to put so much pressure
down on my joints of my knees I would
still get such an amazing workout and be
able to build those joints back up
because you can build I mean arthritis
will always be there but I can also
build around it and make it stronger and
right now I haven't been able to do
anything to make it stronger because I
can't move it without it being in so
much pain
so somebody mentioning that to me today
on the messager are on the comments I
was talking to my mom just a little bit
ago and I told her I said you know it
would be a great thing for me to do even
if I went every day for an hour even and
just got to get in the pool and loosen
up and you know sit there and and I
don't think I would ever do like the hot
tub because I don't know I I don't think
the hot tub would be really helpful as
much as I think being in a pool would
because I can actually really move my my
joints and build that strength back up
that I've lost from not being able to
use my knee and my leg as much as I
wanted to so I think it's something that
mean all you're gonna have to talk about
again and revisit now that I'm at a
point where I can walk and I can move
that I would be able to successfully get
to the pool you know and be able to
really start working out and building
the strength back up that I need for my
leg because the more that I'm just
sitting even if I'm losing weight I'm
still losing
strength in that mean and I don't want
to get to a point where it buckles up
and then I can't use it at all and
that's what can happen so I need to be
able to be in some type of a therapy of
some sort and I don't really want
injections in my knee I really I mean I
really don't want to do that one because
it's a it's a temporary fix first of all
and second of all I you know it's I
don't want to I don't want to rely on
injections for the rest of my life I
want to you know if I'm gonna take care
of my body as I am now why wouldn't I go
all the way and take care of my leg that
is messed up
so I think it's just something that me
and Ollie are gonna have to really sit
down and talk about see if it's
something that we can work you know it's
not about working into our schedule
because obviously I could go at any time
when she's home because the pool is
pretty much open most times but it's
being able to fit it into our schedule
of you know budget and everything else
because you know having a gym membership
does cost and I want to be able to
commit to it a hundred percent because I
definitely don't want to get into a
commitment of paying for something
monthly and then not be able to fulfill
it
so there's a lot that we have to talk
about and figure out what we want to do
but it was something that was brought to
my attention and when I started doing a
lot of reading and research that's
exactly what they say is the best thing
for what my diagnosed he is is water
aerobics because you can get in there
and do the water and the water will take
all the pressure off so you can move
your body and water aerobics I've done
it before and I lost 80 pounds or about
eight see what we can come up with and
to go from there because you know I want
to lose my weight and I know that it's
gonna get to a point in my journey where
it's gonna take happening to do physical
activity in order to pump my body you
know to make it continue to want to lose
and you know of course I can eat healthy
and I have been eating healthy I don't
eat fast food and I don't you know i i'm
eating wise i'm fine you know but it's
gonna get to a point where my body's
gonna need that extra strength of
movement and you know i don't think i'm
gonna be able to do it unless i get
something with water exercises where i
can really get in and get some deep deep
exercise done so i wanted to show you
these little breads hmm they're just
like these to have fun all day the two
babies they know i'm ii they're like mmm
today's the day to misbehavin scream why
not why not make mom scream makes my
throat just feel so much better
look something's wrong with me
you guys are stove no Drano that's why
I'm even eating the soup kind of funny
because I'd only take little bites
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tomorrow we have to go an hour one way
and the next thing we have to go an hour
the other way a couple of people have
asked me if I'm gonna tell you guys what
I'm doing with my business yes I am I
want to do like I guess you'd call like
a grand opening type of thing I haven't
figured out how I'm gonna do it just yet
but I I don't know I don't know how to
do it yet I'm trying to figure this all
out but I am excited to announce
everything it's soon soon soon I am so
excited you guys so excited you guys are
gonna be very excited and you guys are
all gonna be so welcome to purchase
things from the business I think you
guys will absolutely love it so I'm
gonna also no no no I'm gonna also be
doing hopefully contacting tubers that
are YouTube's you do youtubes I knew
youtubers
you took anyways I'm hoping to contact
some youtubers that want to also do
merge with their channels and maybe work
with them so I'm really excited about
where things are gonna go with the
future of this business I believe it's
gonna be a good thing I really really am
for sure I'll be letting everybody know
here very soon I just want to be able to
announce it when I'm ready to to
actually start taking orders if that
makes any sense so yeah and I will have
a different email account for my
business versus YouTube and reason why
is because I will try and keep those
separate so that I don't like not keep
the business separate but keep my emails
separate because sometimes you get so
much it's like emails that come piling
in and then you get so lost the least I
do I don't know if anybody else is in
the same way but I mean I have hold on I
have two Gmail's I have two Yahoo's plus
Ali's business I have five emails that I
run yeah five emails why not add a sixth
one right but it's because my family one
that used to be like our main one that
we use to like for our family thing it's
so overcrowded with just like crap that
I don't even know what how would they
got my email and I don't know how to
take all that stuff off like I get
emails from other like emails for other
people I know the people that are
getting the emails but it's like why is
it coming to my email account so I just
want to go ahead and uh
just I did a while back made a new one
but I was very careful who I give that
email address out to so that not every
business is contacting me in Oregon and
all around the United States because I
really don't need like literally my one
email address what am i yahoo accounts
literally gets probably 500 to 700
emails a day where why have no clue so
now Oh a while back I had made a new
email and then when I made my youtube
channel I had a separate email so I kind
of like I don't use one of my emails
much anymore the family when I don't use
that one anymore because me and only
keep ourselves separate like our email
stuff because he keeps his business
stuff um anyways so anyways he we keep
our emails separates just because he has
his business one and then I have my
stuff and you know what I like oh there
you go say Thank You Maya good job my
you say welcome look at what Big Brother
did for you
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oh are you gonna show them Guido you and
your hot mess of hair well what car what
kind of car that's a police car who's
this guy show show our friends who is
that so which one's Guido a Guido is the
blue guy this is Guido his name is blue
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this is actually a safety nozzle for our
gas stove yeah it does well outside the
on the table what do you have on your
face you just look like a serious hot
mess all around is that chocolate yeah
what Oh even though I have a potty
trained child I stab oh yeah she's 100
percent you guys both mmm nope she has
no problems whatsoever she is not having
accidents at night she is not having
accidents during the day oh but honestly
I just I'm not gonna push it right now I
think they will happen in its own time
yes I really wish that it would happen
now but it will it will happen when it
time you know I'm just I'm not I'm not
gonna push them I really am NOT I don't
feel like that's gonna get me anywhere
other than to get frustrated like today
she took him out in the car she woke up
and then about I don't see about ten
minutes later
you bring me your paw patrol panties and
I'll put them on you know ten minutes
later she was like and I was like okay
so that's right you're gonna pull her
honey she's like well you ain't gonna
use a mom with you okay hold this
anyways so it's about ten minutes later
okay sit down from her waking up she was
like mommy I got the potty and we got
out of the car buddy chair in the back
of the car and with a little bit of
anyways with a little bit of guiding as
she's your friend
anyways with a little bit of guidance
she did end up going potty in the potty
chair and we dumped it out we sanitized
it and she was good and I just took a
towel and you guys are going down again
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anyways
I put a towel over her because it was
freezing so I just wrapped a towel
around her shoulders so like her front
end was covered and she went and she had
no power on
my kids going to be anyways one of these
days um so anyways I I'm so proud of her
like she just she knows like she's gotta
go potty she just tells me you know we
do what we got to do and it's just it's
a done deal
and Omar will come around when the time
comes but until then I'm not gonna fight
there's no point in it I really I party
trained really well my mom said when I
was little but I don't know how all he
did but I've also heard to that boys are
heard potty training crews which could
be true Jeremiah potty trained very
easily pee wise and then we moved and it
set him back so then he kind of
backtracked a little bit so he ended up
going back into a diaper a little bit
well a little bit after he turned two he
went back into no yeah yeah a little bit
after two he know he was almost three
when we moved and he ended up going back
into a diaper for like a couple months
and then really well but then poop wise
we had issues with him with that for a
while but I think that was for other
other reasons I don't think that was
because of not being able to potty train
so honestly she was my easiest so far
that I had and I just now I don't even
think about it like I have a bag with
like extra panties and pants and stuff
just in case there was an accident and I
have like a safety towel type thing down
below under her when she sits in her car
seat just in case if she was to have an
accident but I didn't even like today
when I left I didn't even tell her okay
I was like when she told me Oh mommy I
have to go bathroom I was like oh my god
I forgot to remind her go in the
bathroom she probably really doesn't
have to go so anyways yeah it was all
good and
I'm just hoping Omar will be on the road
to it too because if that's the case
then all we'll have is diapers at
nighttime and for just a very short
amount of time and then he'll be done so
and we'd be done by diapers Oh first
time so anyways well you guys I think
I'm gonna go ahead and go I'm gonna go
and take a shower and take some more
medicine for my throat and hope that I
get some sleep tonight but I will
definitely check in with you guys
tomorrow because like I said we're going
to Portland so I'm not sure exactly what
that entitles but we will definitely
check in and maybe you guys will see a
little bit more of downtown tomorrow
tight and shiny in the morning and hope
and pray that I feel better until then
you guys sweet dreams bye
